Bored
POSTED AT 11:13 PM

x3mizZ_sHieLa

In the media center right now doing absolutely nothing. Jason and i dont have the same lunch for now so i dont have any one to talk to in aim so i dont sign on anymore. So anyway xanga. I hate xanga but i still write in it. That is where all my problems came from and that is where i fought all these girls who were being B's and you know what im talking about. Good thing that everything's going back the way it used to be. Then this girl just goes to my xanga and says stuff to me as if everything is ok. I mean she's ok and all but i wont trust her ever again. I mean it's hard to trust people right away specially those who betrayed your trust once. But oh well, who cares.

Man im so excited in our upcoming youth retreat. I cant wait till next friday. We're going to the Shiloh Retreat center at Haggerstown, Maryland. There's indoor swimming pool, volleyball and basketball court, and many others and most of all i get to be with my bebe. Man i havent taken pics in a while so hopefully ill have a lot after that day and ill post it here.

Well, that's all for an update. i dont really know what to write cuz everything's going ok so far and nothing new. LOL. Have a great day to everyone reading this.

<3 Shiela

Back to school
POSTED AT 09:26 PM as a favorite post

x3mizZ_sHieLa

been back to school since tuesday. We had a two hour delay then. I hate two hour delays since i get so lazy and fall back asleep and i dont feel like going to school anymore but i still had to and my dad wasnt there so i had to walk to my bus stop.

Anyway, Tuesday, i thought, was the day the papers for my National Honors' Society is due. I had to rush to all my teachers to make them sign my papers and i had to do my essay finding out that my activities papers wasnt signed by my mother. I hated that. Then i was gonna forge her signature but if they catch me, the more im not gonna be in that program so i went to my teacher and asked her if i can give it to her the next day early in the morning and u know what she said? It's not due today. I was so HAPPY. i thought i was the happiest girl alive. Thank God for all of that.

Since i've been back to school, stress comes my way. So many things due and so many projects due and i also have to help Jason with his other project and it's due on monday.

I got my progress report yesterday. I have one C, 1 B, and the rest are A's which means i got 5 A's. It's good but i could do better. That's only my progress report. I still have at least a month and a half left.

Anyway, here are some pix of my babewhen he went to New York and what he bought us.

Snow Again
POSTED AT 07:20 PM

x3mizZ_sHieLa

Good thing we didnt have school today. Today is the day where i really dont feel like doin anythingbut sleep and talk to my baby. Well, i woke up this morning and looked outside of my window to see if there was snow but there wasn't. So i went to bathroom and fixed myself. Then my dad brought me to my bus stop and there was no one there so here i am online checking the status of my school and yeah me and my bebe don't have school. Yey we can talk more and make up after we fought last night. I mean we're ok before we slept but we can talk more now since he was in New York for two days and I really missed him. I thought i was gonna see him at church last night but he was too tired from the traveling so he chose to stay home.

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Last friday, i saw my youth group again. We had our Bible Study at Tita Tess' house. We ate then we decided what we're gonna do for the anniversary. Jason came while we were eating and we started making fun of him because of the movies he liked but he knows i was just kidding. After we ate, we practiced already. First we sang with the music ministry. After they practiced we decided to do a song it was "Not Be Shaken" it's a pretty good song. Then, Sofie made a really nice poem and we all have to read it too. Kuya Mark still pushed me to do my testimonial so i had to. Then after practicing, we went back home to his house for a sleepover but unfortunately Jason had to go home since he has to go to New York the next day. So yeah we went back home and practiced the singing more and watched the movie, SAW. It wasn't intended to be a scary movie but it was scary to the point that it was a real person killing people. Well, he's not exactly the killer but he gets people and plays a game with them and eventually if they lose, they get killed by themselves. But yeah i was so mad that Adam got stuck inside that bathroom forever. Im not gonna put the whole story out there cuz people might wanna watch the movie.

Okay Saturday was our Anniversary. We came to the place early to help set it up. We practiced again and then we started. Late as usual cuz it's always Filipino time. LOL. that's cool so it would delay our performance. The kids were really good when they sang and did some dance at the same time. After that, it was our turn. I had to do my testimonial first and they said they were gonna be by my side but they lied so i had to do it standing up by myself on the stage. I cried. I think i cried more because i was scared than because of what i was talking about. Then we read the poem and did a tremendous job singing while Juan was playing the Guitar. He was really great by the way. After that everyone was telling us we did great and they said my testimonial was powerful. Ummm...hopefully. I dont even remember what i said. I just said whatever comes up in my mind. Well, that's all for the update. have a great day everyone.

<3 Shiela

Finally
POSTED AT 06:34 AM

x3mizZ_sHieLa

Im finally done with this site. It took me a while to pick out which colors and background and songs imma use but yeah it's cool. I was just able to do this today cuz we didnt have skool. They said cuz of the snow but that stupid snow isnt even that hard. But oh wellz, isnt that great. Hate waking up early for skool and doing my homework after skool. At least tomorrow it's friday and i get to see my youth friends and also my bebe.

OMG! I've been sitting on my chair for like 5 hours now in front of the comp. That's what i do when Jason's not home and my friends are not at home. Man who will leave when there's inches and inches of snow out there. Not me! Im not gonna drive in the snow no matter what happens. Ill make someone drive me wherever i need to go. I havent dreamt of dying yet. LOL.

Ok..what is life without all this technology around us. Maybe ill just be lying down on my bed right now and staring at my walls slowly being insane. Thank you to whoever invented the fone, computers, tv, or whatever else i use just not to be bored.

Dang i think im liking this journal more than xanga. Hehehe. Maybe it's because i just started this. I just start making these journals when i feel like im really bored at home. It's good though cuz it makes my time faster. Wellpz, that's all for now. Jux stay safe to everyone.

<3 Shiela

Darn School
POSTED AT 12:06 AM

x3mizZ_sHieLa

Umm...i've been trying to apply for my school's National Honor's Society and National Foreign Language Honor's Society. Too much stress because i have to get recommendations from my good teachers. Then i have to get the points from all the clubs i joined when most of my instructors in that club are not in school anymore. I hate that man. Anyway, almost done with school. Well, not really. I should be graduating right now if i was in the Phils. Darn US have to have 8th grade. I have to graduate next year but it's cool cuz i graduate with my bestfriend, Maricar. I cant wait to go back to the Philippines to see my old friends, Mae, Amanda, Lyllian, and all of Ibanag.

This Saturday is my church's 3rd Anniversary. I havent bought any clothes to wear yet and our youth have not yet done any presentation. The elders are making us do another drama production but since Kuya Mark hasnt been here in a while, we werent able to make one and there's not much time. But oh well, God is always there to tell us what to do.

Oh wellz, that's it for now...I have to do schoolwork.

<3 SHiela
Feeling: Very Bored